Blessings, beautiful souls —
Well, it would have been quite silly to write about needing to put my joys first, for once, and to not attend the Witch Society Festival yesterday. So, I did!
The location was beautiful but lacked sufficient connection and, as someone who does not usually carry a lot of cash, the result was I left with far less goodies than I would have liked to leave with! It was very small and I didn’t atted any of the workshops (they were only happening in the afternoon), we only stayed for half an hour, but it feels like I was meant to go. I have yet to unravel exactly why, but all signs before (and after) pointed to me needing to be there.
First, I pulled the card: Witch’s Gathering (come on!). On the morning walk with Poe, Jordan found (and brought home to me) a Buzzard feather. A Buzzard represents discernment, transformation, and transition through thresholds. Then, when we went to visit the medieval city near the event, we went down the ‘Chemin du Canada’ and parked in the ‘Canada Parking.’ Home! Hello, home (foreshadowing).
Most importantly, I found an artist who has completely moved my spirit with the work she does. I have not been so moved by someone’s art in ages, but it felt like it spoke directly to me, meeting me in that liminal space I sit in, where I am being connected with the elementals I left behind in my youth. She often includes ORION in her work, which was a Divine synchronicity and made me emotional (I will speak to this shortly). I left with two prints from her booth (I ran out of cash) and bought four more from her website when I got home.
Orion is home. When I see it in the sky, I feel seen by the Universe and welcomed home. Friday night, I stook up in the dark, looked at the full moon, and spotted Orion; my heart sighed as I received my hello from home. When I saw this art, I felt it again. It was the same feeling I get when I see my constellation.
Yes, my constellation. Because I am from Mintaka – one of the three stars in the belt of Orion; a planet that was destroyed by alien ships because we were a land of infinite bliss, peace, and celestial healing. Water healing. Starlight healing. If you’ve watched the second Avatar movie (Way of the Water, I believe it is called), the water world, the creatures in it, their connection to those spirits… it all felt like home. I bawled the first time I watched that movie because it felt so familiar to me. And when the scene where the metal ships came in to try and destroy this land happened, that, too, was very familiar to me. I wonder if James Cameron is also from Mintaka – the similarities (the soul memories) are too coincidential. (Side note: Eywa, the Great Mother Spirit of Avatar, sounds very much like a backwards YHWH, did you ever notice?)
In a past-life regression hypnotherapy session, I saw when these ships – these metal monsters – came to destroy my planet. In my own meditative work, I also saw what happened to me. I was standing on the beach in the darkness of night, my home behind me at the top of a hill, I was looking across the still, dark waters. I was just a little girl. I saw the ships arrive. I saw the fire in the distance. I saw the speed at which they were coming for the beach where I was standing. I looked back at my home; I would never make it. At that moment, Archangel Michael arrived on the planet and he told me he would remove me, now, before I could feel the pain of losing my family, my planet, myself. He lifted me off my planet; my body turned into soul and I was physically removed from the trauma of this moment.
This morning, in my Google searchfor an old blog post of mine, something appeared – something unexpected that stopped my breath and made me literally fall to my knees and cry. Cry with gratitude. Cry from the clarity. Cry from having home with me. This website came out of nowhere, speaking to the Orion Council of Light.
But wait… wait… what?! That is the Council I see and speak to when I do my Council of Light Transmissions for clients. And that is the Council I connect with when I am orally channeling the group that presents themselves to me as THE SEVEN. Even writing this, this moment, I am flooded with an energetic wave, emotions are overcoming me in a way I cannot describe – somewhere between immense joy and immense relief, like everything I have been begging to become clear to me has just revealed itself.
Last night, on this full moon, I prayed for clarity on why I was meant to go to this gathering – because I couldn’t really understand the urgency, the push to go from my cards, from the Universe, how my discovery of this event even happened (since I don’t have social media). But now I get it… I was meant to see Alicia’s (the artist) work; to see home, to feel connected to this art which seems to unite sky and land – what I am presently connecting within me by sitting in this in-between. She is a messenger from Spirit; there is no doubt in my mind.
I was then meant to try and find my post through a search. I was meant to fall upon that page speaking to the Orion Council of Light. I was meant to be given this clear understanding of the extent of my connection – I am connecting to home. I am speaking to the leaders who sent Archangel Michael to save me. My mission on this planet in this lifetime comes from them. I am working in direct communication with the Council of Light – I am their gatekeeper, I am their keyholder, I am the Liminal Space that allows souls to receive directly from them, as well. I have cosmic ancestry, and I am being called to remember. My blood holds starlight.
When I tune in and ask them, What do I need to know about this revelation? Why has it come to me, now?
I hear: “We have been waiting, Claudia. Waiting for you within that Liminal Space for you to recognize all that you are and all you unite, all you unify with your presence and services as this earth sits on the great precipice of vibrational transformation. Claudia, Cloud, now you know how to access home. Home is within you – meet us there whenever you need that reminder. You were never removed from Mintaka – you carry the light and healing of this planet within you. The Temple of Love from which you work is that infinite space of connection to the crystalline and water energies of home, of Mintaka. When you enter your temple to pray, to connect, to receive, we meet you there – us, the Council, the 7 – and we work with you, we assist you in the transmutation of blueprint DNA and architectural restructuring of human design to greater spiritual alignment. Claudia, we are your family, and this is why it brings you a wave of joy, of love, to meet us, to speak with us, even if it is not for you directly. We are your cosmic ancestry, we are your home. Cloud, listen to us now. Listen to us with great urgency. It is time; it is time to release all fears you have surrounding who you are, who you are meant to be, how you are meant to receive and share this with the world. Cloud, we call you now to surrender – the integration begins. We are preparing your body for this download, for this recalibration of potential, of energy systems, of vibrational frequency. More will be revealed if you continue to surrender – we know you feel it now as you write this, you know it consumes you, we leave space for it to occur safely and with the wrapped wings of Divine Love. You are protected, but it will be a lot. Surrender, Cloud. It is incoming. We will heal your physical self in the process so that you may carry this. Healing will feel like greater pain, but it is just balance – we promise you this. There is more to come, Claudia. There is more that will reveal. There is more that will come to the surface. There is more you will meet in this Liminal Space of You. We ask you to embrace it all and trust where it will lead you, Cloud. We tell you this, Cloud: you are now remembering where you are from, you are not accessing the infinite pool of home, the wave of this connection will no longer cease. There is more to come. More you will see. More you will SEE. Invite it all in, invite it all in, invite it all in. Surrender, Cloud. We are here, we guide you, we hold you, it is part of the process. Declare your acceptance of this next chapter of your earth journey. There is more to do in this lifetime. Doors will open. You must walk through them. Doors will open. You must walk through them. Doors will open. We will walk you through them.”
My hands are on fire. My eyes are watering. My body is feeling the intake of this Council energy. I feel the joy of Divine Love and the full spectrum of human emotion, all at once. I am overwhelmed and yet completely calm. I do not yet understand the immensity of this message, this request, and yet I welcome it with all my Being. I am dizzy. I fall to my knees. I offer this incarnation to God – to the healing and Ascension of planet Earth. I offer it all, all of me. The pillar that is shooting out of my Crown is beyond description. I am sweating. My sweater comes off. I do this for mankind, for Gaia – for this planet, this beautiful planet. I do it all, I walk through every door opened to me for God, for this planet, for the Ascension of humanity. It is not for me, but I am honoured to be this key, this gatekeeper; I am so honoured. It is not a cross to bear, it is a gift. I accept. I surrender. I surrender.
I feel this change within every cell of my being, and I do not know how to describe it in words. Words – my gift, my access point to Universal energy – I have none. This is beyond human language. This is beyond. I will need to read, reread, reread all that has come through, for it feels beyond me. All this before anyone in my home wakes – all this moment belongs to me – to me and the Council.
And suddenly, as if out of nowhere, I am drawn back into worlds that spoke to me in my youth. Worlds that introduced me to stories of light versus dark and encouraged me to take up the cross – the Sword of Light – to fight against all faces of darkness. Worlds of elemental magic and spirits of the land. Worlds of the fae people, of elves, of languages of Light. These stories are the world of Tolkien; the mystical, magical, and Spirit-infused faery tales of my youth. Stories that carry a weight and a strength for decades and will continue to do so for centuries after. Tolkien wrote this about faery tales:
“Faery represents at its weakest a breaking out (at least in mind) from the iron ring of the familiar, still more from the adamantine ring of belief that it is known, possessed, controlled, and so (ultimately) all that is worth being considered — a constant awareness of a world beyond these rings. More strongly it represents love: that is, a love and respect for all things, “inanimate” and “animate,” an unpossessive love of them as “other.” This “love” will produce both ruth and delight. Things seen in its light will be respected, and they will also appear delightful, beautiful, wonderful even glorious.
Faery might be said indeed to represent Imagination (without definition because taking in all the definitions of this word): esthetic: exploratory and receptive; and artistic: inventive, dynamic, (sub)creative. This compound — of awareness of a limitless world outside our domestic parish; a love (in ruth and admiration) for the things in it; and a desire for wonder, marvels, both perceived and conceived — this “Faery” is as necessary for the health and complete functioning of the Human as is sunlight for physical life.”
Through the art of Brumes d’Aluyne, this play, this delight, this deep joy that can be found in love and respect for all things awoke something in me. Through this art, I was able to marvel, and through that wonder, I found home again – and Tolkien’s world has always felt like that kind of home as well.
I found myself playing the music of the soundtrack of the film. I suddenly feel myself called to reread Lord of the Rings for what might be the 10th time (or maybe more; I have stopped keeping count), and to find pieces of myself in the heroes of this tale – not to feed my Ego, but rather to humble myself, and to show me that it has been done before, it has inspired stories before, and I can do it now. I can do it again – like I have done in so many lifetimes before this one. I can be the no man who destroys the darkness that is attempting to change, alter, or shift the Ascension of this planet and all the people on it.
A tattoo idea also forms in my brain… A way to mark this confirmation from the Orion Council of Light and my love of Light overcoming darkness in the stories of Tolkien into one. In addition, a small way to honour my daughter, another Starseed, whose middle name is Elenna – the Land of the Star in Quenya (from Tolkien’s very world). A way to scribe it on my skin so that in the duties of this incarnation it may be memorialized forever, upon me a forever; a reminder to return to when I forget my path and my purpose. I need only look in the mirror and it is revealed to me on my skin.
Something has shifted in me today. A shift that is palpable – I can literally taste it and it tastes like the sweet nectar of manna and the only source of such manna is God. And to God/Source/the Universe I am forever grateful and I forever offer myself to their plan in unity with the Great Spirit and the plan of Gaia.
I am transformed. I am different today. I am not me, I am beyond me.I am the liminal space. I am the light and the darkness. I am the Oneness. And I am so grateful, so grateful, so grateful that I needed to say it and write it thrice.
Now it’s time for me to go frame my new pieces and allow their beauty to infuse the space with the magic of their transformative, messenger energy… Wishing you, dear reader, a blessed Sunday…
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xx C
