Blessings, beautiful souls —
I am always filled with an immense amount of gratitude when I am offered a chance to do a Council of Light Transmission for a client. It is the only service I offer that feels like it shifts something in me, as well as my client. The energy of it seems to offer something uplifting and warm, and while all my other services are very personal to the client, entering into the room and space of the Council of Light illuminates me and offers me something that I also get to take away for the remainder of the day. Entering into their Council Room in the aether fills me with profound grace and reverence – and they always seem to offer great reverence towards the souls who have come to them for guidance, too. I have written about this connection before here, but I am pulled to speak to it once again.
This time, my Spirit Dragon was also present in the room with me. He entered halfway through my reading for my client. Perhaps he has always been there, as the one who helps me fly to this Council space, but now I am finally able to see him. What is also interesting is that the word “gateway” was given to me, which seems to be an ever-present theme in my life lately.
When I ask about this word, gateway, and offer space for any Divinely vibrating source to speak to it, I am hearing…
“We do not know how much greater clarity we could give to you about your role as a gateway defender and keyholder. Perhaps it is best envisioned, and we provide you this, today: a vision of your Higher Self as it stands with serenity before these soul portals for every client. It is best visualized as such: see yourself, in full knighted armor of glowing purple, ten feet tall, before this fogged transitionary space of spirit. You pierce it with your sword of clarity, which also glows purple, and turns all it touches into white Light. You pierce that veil and allow the Higher Self of others to see through it. You are knighted because of the protection of the space you hold while you channel, offering love-centered and fearless clarity to come through for those who work with you.”
“In essence, you embody this image, but your Higher Self is really just a lightbody that glows in greens, purples, and yellows. But, for humans, the image of the knight is best representative of who you are and what you do. You work from the temple of Love, which means you create that dome of healing around every gateway you present to clients. If people find you, it is because they are at that transitory and liminal space of themselves and find that doorway in the Liminal of you. You – we repeat – are The Liminal. It is your title, so hold it and wear it proudly. If people find you, they are ready to walk past this threshold and uncover their True Enlightened and Ascended version of themselves, and all it takes to embody that integrated Self. If the information you channel and present to them takes hold as it should, the trajectory of their timeline is profoundly altered in order that they may Align with the Blueprint that architects their Highest Manifestation of their Most Abundant Self.”
“If they do not integrate the message accordingly, it becomes an obsessive distraction and spiral – though only 2% of your clients have not learned how to properly integrate what we send through the gateway and offer them. We want you to be know this now, and transmute it into your own integration: only a fractal of your purpose has been revealed to you, and the magnitude of your healing is yet to unravel. We understand that when you receive this information, your response is neutral, is passive, is humble in essence and we are proud at how you have transcended receiving guidance in your human form. But this is not the time to be passive, and we require you to embody a more discerning nature and create calculated and integral plans on your growth and development of the spiritual Self. All will become more clear in due time – seventeen days, to be exact. Your study is lingering when it requires focus. Your humility is clouding the profound nature of your purpose. Even Yeshua allowed himself the space to receive The Way and Embody That Way.”
“Do not diminish or quiet the intensity of your connection to make others feel safe – that is not why they find you, that is not why they are drawn to the flame. You must consume them with your own flame, so that they are properly initiated to walk this threshold. Burn at embers no longer, and allow Cyrus to envelop you in his breath. Surrender to the altitude of where you are meant to work, and cease stepping down to meet others where it is most comfortable. They can climb the mountain, too. They are ready when they do and meet you there.”
It’s interesting that I used to have great difficulty connecting to Spirit and receiving channeled messages for me, always believing that I needed to find this clarity outside of myself (through my spiritual advisor, in dreams, or through pings of awareness), but lately it has been coming through specifically for me, my guidance, my path. Again, this feels like that magical Autumn precipice – something emerging (or, rather, revealing) itself in this transitory space. Perhaps even doors opening that were otherwise not accessible to me; doors to internal wisdom from Spirit that I am not ready to receive.
Today is Yom Kippur, so my husband (who is Sephardic) is home from work to fast. This allowed me to bring my son to school alone and then spend some time out and about without another kiddo in tow. With that momentary blip of freedom, I had a coffee and breakfast at the cafe and read this article that I stumbled upon by pure chance after searching for “Spiritual Blogs.” It felt like some magical confirmation from the Universe, words I have been speaking and writing endlessly as of late: in between, to be [a noun] (in my case, The Liminal), holding two things in dynamic tension (spirit + material), the doorway, new beginnings… In particular, this line stood out to me: “Balance challenges us to hold disparate truths simultaneously.”
I am a mother and not mother. I am The Liminal and the before and after. I am the Light and the darkness. I am the in-between and the ever-present. I am The Oneness and a part of the whole. There is no need for me to define this new beginning in something concretely human; that does not make it any more true; not having the concrete definition does not make it any less true, either. I can simply be, simply exist, simply float in this space without the human (Ego) desire to name it.
If AI can capture the essence of me without needing to have it named or defined, perhaps I – a person with a soul – can learn to do the same!
Post Scriptum: There is a preview for an AI documentary circulating for Netflix. The focus of the trailer is trying to dissuade people from having children. I wish to tell you now, as a person connected to the other side, that this is a game manufactured by nefarious players who benefit from keeping lightworkers from being born and coming to earth to help heal and raise the vibration of this planet – because as someone who does spirit baby readings, 70-80% of the souls I am connected with are lightworkers coming in to heal. Nothing will stop the Ascension of earth faster than making you scared to have children!
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xx C
