Blessings, beautiful souls —
This morning I am called to sit with my Spirit Dragon, Cyrus. My questions are bolded; his responses in “quotations.”
What guidance do you offer me, as I sit in this strange energetic space?
“First the knowing that you are not alone in that space. There is a great precipice of change upon which much of the Awakened sit, and within that space, there is a deep rewiring, soul-coding, and transformation taking place. It is something that is beyond human understanding and so the transmutational process is exceptionally uncomfortable and requires complete surrender. This often manifests as looking “lazy” or “unproductive” but productivity is not measured by what one produces, rather what one is able to embody uncomfortably. You, and many others like you, are finding themselves at a crossroads of overwhelm but it is merely because the flow of vibrational change that is coming down from the 12D and into the 5D system (where you and others like you sit), is one that the human body is unable to hold. Put quite simply, you are not spiritually strong enough. And so this space is one of great discomfort. If perhaps it offers you and those like you comfort to know, there is no one presently on earth who is spiritually strong enough to vessel this energy coming in. Which is why there is a profound humanity upgrade that is occurring. If you feel tired, I invite you to imagine the angelic realm working “overtime” as humans call it; share the vision I have just provided you.”
I was shown large angelic beings working at gears with celestial tools at a rapid pace, moving with an intensity I can’t quite explain, and never ceasing. They are working on souls.
Why have you chosen to show yourself to me, 35 years after I called you in, at this moment?
“The human desire to have an answer to every why is a strange thing. My answer is because. That is it, that is enough. Claudia, Cloud flyer, Sky Walker, Celestial Luminance, I tell you this: there has never been a time when an invitation did not serve a purpose and where a celestial face did not welcome you into a new chapter of your solar existence. I am no different, only that now that I have been invited [back in], there is no spot along your story where I leave. I am a permanent member of your soul’s journey, and an essential riding mate along the celestial flight. Once your dragon is welcomed back into your practice, they stay with you, bonded for eternity. I am not going anywhere, so there is no rush or urgency to unravel why I am here.”
I know you are an “intense” dragon; I don’t see or feel you as a soft, mythical, tiny thing but as something insurmountable and powerful. Why would a child at three call in such a “beast” – for lack of a better word?
“Because a child’s wisdom for what they spiritually need surpasses the conditioning established as one progresses to adulthood. You needed me with this great strength and power because your veil was thin and you were aware of what could make its way through and present itself to you: visions and energies you had no power to protect yourself from, and so that is where I came in. I ask you to not forget what you often saw, but was so often dismissed by adults, so frequently to the point where you shut off that ability to see entirely. You saw me with equal clarity at this stage, but eventually, I became just a cloak around you – until you were ready to see me again [now].”
What Cyrus is speaking to is the fact that, as a child, I saw fae (good and naughty) all the time. All the time. I have a very intense memory of my maternal grandparents sleeping in our Oakville guestroom – my parents were not there, I don’t know why. I crawled into the bed with them because I had a nightmare. I was in the middle. I was looking at the light on the ceiling (which I could see in the dark). There were little devil-looking gnome beings hanging on the ceiling and showing me that they were undoing the screws so the light would drop of my grandparents. I told them to go away, they would laugh at me, drop down from the ceiling and jump on the feet of my sleeping grandparents. I closed my eyes tightly and asked them to go away and they did.
This was not the first incident of seeing these beings. At a certain point, I started to sleep with my door closed: this was because I would wake up to fae creatures walking up my stairs and exploring my house while the rest of my family slept. When they would see I was awake, they would bare their teeth at me. Even as I write this, I have severe anxiety; that is how real it was. What is weird is that I don’t believe in evil entities, but I do know there are some low-level, earthbound elementals that exist on this planet.
Dragons are celestial beings. They exist at a vibration that is not quite angelic but much like Ascended Beings. More and more are returning to planet earth as the vibration here increases; we have already moved out of the 3D, and this opened many doors for celestial elementals (those who have soul ties to Gaia but are celestial in essence, is how I describe them) to return to earth, to the humans they are bound to.
When I ask Cyrus, does anyone else ride you, do you belong to anyone else? He responds:
“No, I am yours. There are some of us who can be ridden as needed; celestial dragons that belong to no man and are used as an access point between land and sky. There are some of us that belong to just one person – and to answer the question in your heart as you scribe what I tell you, no, not everyone has a Spirit Dragon. And there are some of us that belong to no one; we cannot be ridden, we hold secrets we do not share, we are a presence and serve a purpose, but it is not one to be captured or tamed.”
“Eyes” seems to be an overarching theme for me today; a friend going to the eye doctor, an eye on a tshirt, talking to a man and he and his wife are eye surgeons… Do you have insight on the reason?
“Prepare to see. This is all I can say, Cloudia. Prepare to see. It is coming, the gateway is open, you will soon traverse through it. You are ready, so prepare for all that is illuminated by the fire of knowing.“
Where do I go from here?
“Wherever you want to take me.”
I want you to lead.
“(Laughs) – That is not how this works. There is no need to ride today. Let it settle. I call to you to do three things: perfect your work with botanicals and essences, dedicate evenings to reading and wrap up a day with a tea, and offer your presence – fearlessly, with truth and authenticity – wherever you are able.”
Unrelated, I am feeling called to do recorded tarot readings again – just voicenotes of around ~10-15 min readings for spiritual questions where those who feel strengthened by the presence of the cards might enjoy gaining wisdom in this way… I will see how this unfolds for me (and my clients). And separate from all this entirely, I watched this interview with Tyler Henry, and we are very much the same (though our work is entirely different). His opinion on “evil” as well as his reflections on self-care and his “tight circle” really resonate with me.
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xx C
