Blessings, beautiful souls —
Today, my morning tarot pull was just a beautiful confirmation of the magic of Spirit, the interconnectedness of human beings, and the Divine support that we all have – the knowing that God is listening to every whisper, even if we may not immediately see it manifest in the physical. Today, I pulled The Magician and 2 of Cups.
This pull follows a most beautiful comment on my last post, and it is just another way that the Divine is acknowledging that it is ever-present and ever-eager to confirm the many questions, hopes, prayers, and dreams we hold in our hearts. I find myself drawn back to my cards not only to heal my relationship with them but also to amplify the frequency with which I am making space to communicate with Spirit. When I draw cards and journal and then reflect on that journal and those cards in the evening, I find myself in awe of how the lessons or learning manifested as the “cards” said they would.
As an example, on August 1st, the morning of my second session at Pure Vitality, I pulled the 8 of Swords and 10 of Cups – a reading that didn’t make sense in the morning and then shook me and had me in tears as I drove home after my session. I get it, now – I said to myself. It was immensely clear how I was still bound by my own fears and hesitations as I walk this path, and how the Universe wanted to show me just how Unified, connected, and blessed we are. There is so much you cannot see; we do not need to understand why or how this unfolds as it does but we need to trust the process, for it will not only bring emotional fulfillment but a Unity of community under these same healing waters – the baptism Jesus mentioned during my session.
In the book I am reading called A Walk Through the Forest by Rachel Pollack, it says, “Can we say that God “hides” ‘ in the Tarot in the same way that God hides in the Torah and the Gospels and the Goddess symbols in the caves and stone circles, and all the sacred books, myths, and divinatory systems of the world? God hides in these things because we need to enter their inner levels, play with the words and images, explore under the surface to get the most profound meanings (when people read the Bible or any sacred book on just a literal level, we might say that God is hiding in plain sight). […] “God hides in the spaces between the cards.” […] What is God’s part in this partnership? We can say that God gave us the Tarot. To enable us to exist in some kind of partnership with divine energy, the Source of that energy gave us – inspired people to create – a game called tarocchi, whose images over time would gain greater and greater meaning until they would come to inspire spiritual awareness and become a serious tool of communication.” (pg. 101)
And so, God, hiding in my Tarot, has honoured me with a message of great synchronicity and beauty this morning. With these two cards, the Universe has said, rather simply, your authentic spiritual expression is naturally attracting heartfelt connections with people whose paths resonate with yours, and those connections are affirming that your words and experiences are having a meaningful impact. It does not get clearer, more affirming, and more inspiring than that. If I am ever filled with doubt or fear about how my voice may help others, I will return to these cards, this pull, this message.
During my EESystem session, I was filled with a wave of gratitude that pulled me under. 15 years ago, perhaps I may have approached this with more Ego and pride, but I am humbled, truly humbled. Because this isn’t about me at all, and that fills me with even more gratitude. There is a sense of relief that comes with removing myself from the equation. I told God, in that space, that I am grateful to be a tool for The Word, for healing, and to use me as Spirit pleases. I surrender. I fearlessly surrender.
I was told that it was difficult to get me back in this lifetime, but I am so grateful I did come back. I’m grateful that my vocation – through motherhood and through my healing work – is one dedicated to illuminating a soul clarity for others. I love this mission, and I am so grateful to my Higher Self for knowing I would get here and would reach this place of heartfelt gratitude, acceptance, surrender… I love serving this planet in the name of God/Source, and have endless hope for how Light and Love will continue to shift it – and shift me.
Last night, I dreamt I was being approached by Christians and asked, if you love Jesus, why are you not a Christian? That isn’t a real love and dedication for Jesus! I woke up and wrote down what I responded: Jesus is not just for Christians – he calls to anyone who will listen. I speak to Jesus, and he speaks back. Why wall my heart up with fear-based institutions when he has set it free with his love?
I am truly so excited to get my sample copy of my Visions of Christ – a channeled Ascended Master Jesus deck. At 33 cards with a compact guidebook, it is small but mighty. I feel that it is the most powerful thing I’ve ever created. I am so thrilled to continue my relationship with Yeshua, integrating him into all the work I do. He showed me how he wishes to lead my healing, and I will follow.
As we continue to move towards the Lion’s Gate – which will also open up so much more space for me to dedicate time to my work and practice (my parents are arriving from Canada on that date, and I will have two wonderful babysitters surrounding my children), I am open to receiving all I need to receive to be the best possible version of myself so that I can illuminate for others how to walk the clearest, most abundant, and most grace-filled path to who they are meant to be. May my gifts allow others to accept and welcome the journey to their own gifts, so this planet continues to be filled with the Love of the Divine, so that we come to live in a world where healers are no longer really needed at all.
The Lion’s Gate Portal is on the horizon; have a look at the Tarot Reading I have done for the Collective. If you’d like an energy reading for August, have a look at my latest newsletter.
If you wish to support my work further, have a look at all my books and journals, available here. If you want to work with me as a spiritual healer, check out my services through Seeking Celestial Grace and Awakened Little Souls. And are you dreaming of a vintage French tarot deck that inspires intuitive reading and transports you to a chateau in France? Have a look at my la galerie des glaces | the hall of mirrors Tarot deck
xx C
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