Blessings, beautiful souls —
On this very powerful portal day (7/7), I come here to ask you, the Collective: have you felt it? Have you felt the shift? And: what is the intensity of the energy coming through to you, right now?
I have accomplished and listed for sale what is easily the most beautiful deck I have ever made, and find it quite funny that this was what I was pushed to create after so much resistance surrounding making another deck. The Celestial Temple – a Spirit Baby Oracle deck is my response to an untapped market; a Divinely guided and channeled body of spiritually creative work that is meant to offer a bridge to connection with spirit babies in the aether. Now that it is out in the world, I have a great non-attachment to it, and simply want the Universe to take the reins, directing me – and it – towards offering the greatest healing to the planet.
But that is not all that has been happening since my grand epiphany — oh no…
For a few months now, I have been told that my next step in my spiritual gifts is to become an embodied channel, to allow Ascended Beings of Light and Love to speak directly through me. Of course, I resisted this: first, because oral speaking is not my strength, second, because of my past-life history associated with persecution for speaking my Truth, third, because I am an introvert and this requires me stepping outside of that bubble, and finally, because it’s a different kind of attention that I am really not interested in.
Resisting what I was being called to do made me sick – really sick. I ended up in the emergency room at one point. Finally, I decided I had had enough, and began to search for solutions: physical solutions with a spiritual impact.
That’s when I found an EESystem session close to my home, by pure chance.
This technology is hard to describe, so I’ve linked it, but essentially, it is like plugging into an outlet and recharging your batteries – your very cells – so that they realign to vibrate at the highest and most abundant frequency.
When I say this session was transformative beyond belief, I do not use those words lightly. Nothing in my life has ever compared to a session in that room with the EESystem. It was like the deepest meditation of my entire life, and the most incredible part is that the results of that – the feeling, the vibration, the energy upgrade – have continued since my session… and that was over two weeks ago! The impact of this session just continues, onward and onward…
During my session, I was communicating with an angelic guide, and one of the things I asked them was that, should I begin to channel in this way, how must I open each session? I was gifted this prayer (feel free to use it for your own work, beautiful souls):
I welcome only love and light, only beings of the Divine aligned with God and at the forefront of positive change for humanity. I open myself up to be a channel for messages of peace and guidance towards Divine and Celestial love and close all doors to fear and negativity. My doors to this embodiment are guarded by Ascended Master Jesus and Archangel Raphael. Archangel Michael is my keyholder. All entry must be accepted by him. With this, with grace, and with gratitude, I leave space for connection now. Amen.
It was after that session that I not only spoke my Truth to the individuals in that room, but I also had a prophetic dream that told me to surrender to what I was being called to do. The next day, I had my first embodied channeling experience. I have had many since then, even being guided to create yet another oracle deck through the process.
It has been three weeks since I have been just feeling aligned with my Highest Self, the potential of my life path and purpose, and a profound, all-encompassing love for the Collective. I am floating in a ball of joy, and today, during this portal, I welcome in everything and all the Universe wishes to gift me – whether that be further guidance with my spiritual projects, expanding my healing even further to the Collective, stretching the potential of my throat chakra, etc.
It is quite funny how life continues to give you lessons; life continuously exposes you to your shadow self, no matter where you are on your healing journey. Just when you think you’ve got it all figured out, you fall – and you truly believe you’ll never be able to get out of that hole. And even though I know that the Universe will always pull me out, I still always, desperately, go searching for that rope myself – instead of grabbing onto the one that was handed to me by my guides. How foolish humans can be, sometimes…
Perhaps that has been the greatest lesson of this entire experience.
Spiritual growth is rarely about becoming someone new. More often, it is about surrendering the parts of ourselves that have been built from fear, protection, and old stories, so that the soul beneath them can finally breathe. Every time we resist what is truly meant for us, life seems to find another way to gently – or not so gently, in my case – bring us back to our path.
I don’t know exactly where this new chapter will lead. Embodied channeling was never something I imagined would become part of my journey, yet here I am, learning that sometimes our greatest purpose lies just beyond the very thing we fear the most. So on this portal day, I choose surrender over resistance, trusting everything that is meant to come through for me, trusting that this is all unfolding as it was written to do.
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xx C
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