Blessings, beautiful souls —
This post is a collection of thoughts. Streams of consciousness, notes I’ve been taking in my beautiful new Tolkien pocket Paperblanks notebook, ideas scrambling my brain, connections I’m making in my spiritual life, etc.
I am currently reading Bringers of the Dawn, about 25% of the way through. I’ve taken some notes about information I’ve encountered in the text that resonates as Truth. Anything in quotations is directly from the text; the rest are my thoughts and ideas based on what I was reading.
- “Transform and transmute obstacles into messages to move with the living symbols into new virtues of experience.”
- Declare to the Universe: “I intend to become a clean channel NOW.”
- “Emotions are a source of food […] fear, anxiety, chaos, hunger, despondency feeds the present “Earth owners.”
- “[We are in an] evolution of Super Consciousness. […] You do not need to worry about becoming this being, for you already are this being.”
- “Light gives information, darkness disinformation, misinformation, or information being completely withheld from you.”
- Earth will be going through a “marketing program” to “sell entities” to you and convince you of their “god-like” abilities – it’s for authority and control in the form of “wonderful gods” (makes me think of influencers and celebrities).
- Not everyone will make the shift. Everyone is not in the vibration that wants to work in harmony at this time.
- “Wanting to have something to worship is the frequency control on Earth.” This relates a lot to my comments on guru culture.
- Earth is a “free will zone” and that includes tyranny.
- Many people allow others to create and dictate their reality to them.
- “You will see mass mania occurring upon the planet, and you will not be able to live with it.” Reminds me of all the far-left protests happening in Europe at the moment.
- Each individual is coded to be given the [Super Consciousness] frequency when they are capable of integrating it. Many are already having a difficult time integrating the changes.
- Some people still operate in a “low way” in order to be controlled by the beings who have raided Earth (the current Earth owners). F**k the System! is ironic to me, because those rioting in rage and causing chaos are operating within the framework of yet another system that is meant to control – through fear and division. Abandon one system to pledge loyalty and subservience to another; pathetic.
- “Different humans will be exposed to this at different times because it would not do to have them all occur at once. That would create chaos.” (ie, spiritual mentors taking the lead, and padawans emerging at a later date, plus more to follow and learn after them – not necessarily determined by age, either)
- “If you are not willing to change and not willing to give things up, you will have to go through experiences that will be less than joyful.” Many people wish to Ascend without sacrificing the vices that prevent them from doing so. Many people think they can remain the same and move forward, but stepping over the threshold requires a death of the old self. The more you resist the demands of change, the more you will suffer.
For some reason, John 5 kept appearing for me all over the internet. For those who do not know, this is the story of when Yeshua heals at the pools:
In this story, the man by the pools was sick for 38 years; the exact age I am as I write this. Jesus asks him, Do you want to be healed? In asking that question, he wasn’t asking: do you want to be taken to the pools where you expect you’ll find the answers you’ve been seeking for 38 years? He was asking: Do you truly desire to become someone you have never been before? Do you wish to transform? Awaken to a new reality?
This aligns with the last bullet point above; if you are not willing to change, you’ll have less than joyful experiences in this life. There are limitations in our expectations when we have an attachment to the how, but Yeshua wasn’t saying how he would heal this man, he was just inviting him to be healed.
For my daily tarot pulls, I was continuously pulling The Hanged Man (XII) which is the card that represents feeling stuck between being and doing and calls you to surrender. Moments before having John 5 appear to me all over the place, I pulled the Death card (XIII) – the card of transformation, the ending of an old identity, the invitation to rise from the dead (of your old self). I also pulled the 3 of Cups; the waters of emotional restoration.
It was all truly fascinating to me.
Oddly enough, John 5 also appeared in a Spirit Baby Reading I had for a client today. Mercury goes stationary in Scorpio tomorrow, and it really feels like this is all leading up to that planetary moment. As Gahl Sassoon writes, “Mercury is about to enter the underworld and deliver messages to and from your shadow.” The shadow is the remnant of the death of the old self. It’s the fragments that linger when you aren’t ready to let go or surrender. It’s the energy of searching for who you are meant to become and what you are meant to do when the Universe calls you to simply be. It is facing the karmic patterns you do not want to carry forward in other lifetimes. It is stepping into a healed self without asking to see them first.
So, I ask you too: Do you want to be healed?
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xx C
